Eh, sorry… (lagi)

1 Sep

*Masuk blog bawa kemoceng* *Bersih-bersih sarang laba-laba*

Jadi begini…
Blog ini adalah blog yang terabaikan, kisah hidupnya dramatis, semua karena si pemilik yang gagal melulu berubah dari penulis blog musiman jadi penulis blog yang konsisten. Gue sebenernnya semacam prihatin sendiri sama kelangsungan hidup blog ini… blog gue.

Setelah sekian lama ga ngeblog, karena terlalu banyak sebab, dalam rangka ganti bulan (lagi) gue memulai (lagi) niat mulia gue buat rajin ngeblog (lagi dan lagi). Kata orang kan biasanya niat baik itu emang banyak rintangannya, mungkin itu sebabnya gue ga beres-beres menuhin janji buat jadi blogger teladan di blog sendiri — ini alesan aja sih (lagi) — gitu…
Tapi mari kita kembali mencoba, semoga ga bakal ada tulisan (lagi) dan (lagi) di posting gue nantinya.

Demikianlah permohonan maaf resmi dari gue selaku pemilik blog yang gagal, and by the way… sekian posting ke belakang, adalah hasil editan dari apa yang seharusnya jadi bagian dari 31 days of writing tag gue yang bubar jalan. Tapi, tapi… Untuk gantinya gue bakal ada another emejing project di blog ini, project apakah? Lemme’ share on my next post then…

Jadi udah beres ya acara maaf-maafannya? Gue jangan di-unfollow ya? *Fakir followers* *Haus followers*


Thrice Days In A Row

6 Aug

So….. Where should I begin?

Oh, first I’m sorry (again) for unable to keep posted for this past days. Really, wanting to write something everyday is quite a challenge. My biggest challenge is of course to manage some time in each day to write, and I can’t do it properly even until today.

Now, let me remember what I did this past few days…
On Sunday, 4th August… I’m not able to write because I went shopping with my Mom for a whole day… and when I finally home, I’m so exhausted that I just going straight to sleep and forget to blog something.
While on Monday, 5th August… Me and my Brother went to met Dad. Just FYI, I only met my Dad a several days a year after his divorce with Mom and he went to Kalimantan for work, while I’m staying at Semarang to finish my college. So I only can meet him when both of us is in Jakarta, which is rarely happen. So met up with Dad is feel sort of special and important to me. Then as usual the old routine when me, my Brother, and Dad hang out together was on… First accompany my Brother to the game-center to keep him up with his geeky-games needs. Then go to the book store where my Dad will stay at the hobbies section, my Brother will stay at the sport and games section, and I will wandering around to every section and take every books that caught my eyes (again, the do judge book based on the cover thingy) and buy it, no, technically my Dad is the one who buy it, since he’s the one who pay for it. Well, whatever. After that we going for dinner, it’s a BBQ and grill this time. Then after that we’re going to the coffee shop, order our each favorite beverages and drinking and talk until three of us get bored then go home. Yes, always the same routine anytime me and my Brother going out with Dad, but maybe if you’re in our position, that kind of silly routine is somehow so precious.

And it is bring me to today, I really have nothing to do today… So I finally make some time to write, even tough the internet crisis thingy is still disturbing me, at least I find out that the signal is slightly better when I sit at the terrace, so for now, problem solved. I still can blog even it requite a bit specific proviso.

BTW, is Lebaran day tomorrow or the day after tomorrow? Really have no idea, I think I need to watch more television… or open my twitter.

Then I think the next time I’m blog I will share my Lebaran day here, I hope it won’t turn out to be a stupid recap post like this again.
Have a good day then!

A late post

4 Aug

I’m already in Jakarta now!
This will be another short post, because its already really late here. I really try to write something here while the fact is I’m so sleepy already.

First night at home was nice, always nice to be at your own home isn’t it? But I have some big trouble here, the internet connection here is somehow went very bad… I don’t know why and it kinda put me in a worry, what should I do without my good internet connection then? Means I can use any of my gadgets properly. Phone, tab, and computer just gone suck! :(

Yet I’ll try my best to keep posting anything here, hope I will soon find a way out from this internet crisis.


In the worl……

2 Aug

In the world I am
Always a stranger
I do not understand its language
It does not understand my silence

–Bei Dao

The Packing Rush

2 Aug

I’m going to say sorry in advance because this post maybe kinda short, since I’m actually in the middle of a packing frenzy when I suddenly remember I have to write. So yeah… now me, sitting in the middle of a mountain of clothes waiting to put in to a carrier, which is mean I’m in the middle of complete chaos now.

I have this very bad habit, I’m a very last-minute person. I won’t do anything until I really have to do it, by force, because I’m almost always running out of time.
Like today, my train to Jakarta is tomorrow 11o’clock and I haven’t pack anything at all.

I don’t have any idea how to make myself more punctual and more prepare for everything.
My problem is, I like to organize things in my head, just in my head but I will end up actually never really do it. So that organize things just stuck in my head and in my to-do-list for a days, even a weeks until I completely forget about it. When I finally remember it again, most of time it’s always already kinda late and it will put in a panic mode so I just do it as fast as possible and forget every details about it and of course the results are somehow always messy and so far away from what I’ve already planned before.

I really need to be more strict to myself. Really, for me, managing other people is easier than managing my own self.

My favorite August!

1 Aug

Well, apparently I need to find another word to open my post here… because hello and hi are seems over-used already. But whatever, hello! hi!

Actually I still have no idea what to write today, planning to make the topics list this afternoon but I didn’t make it, I’m too busy catching up on my social life which is have been completely abandoned for this past month.
But today is kinda fun, met my friend and talked and laughed and also… I did some shopping for my make-up holiday supplies! Talking about make-up, I love them! I’m not that great on make-up thingy, especially when someone ask me to put a make-up on their face, I just can’t do it at all, I’m so bad on drawing and I think putting make-up on face is somehow require a good ability of drawing skill too, so yeah… I can’t do it very well. But I can put a make-up on my own face pretty good, even some people said it was really good, notably the eyes part. I have this so called a signature eye make-up which I wear daily, maybe I’ll blog about it somehow later.
But why I suddenly talking about make-up now? That’s now what I want to talk about tonight…

Okay, let’s get back to the topic now, which as you can read on this post’s title is…… August!
August is my favorite month of all year. Why? Well, obviously because August is my birthday month. But feeling happy about a birthday now, naaah.., I’m not. Turning 23rd soon is not as exciting as when I turned 11th and finally able to buy my first wand at Ollivander, okay stop, we’re not even on Potter’s world now.
Frankly speaking, I’m not really sure why I like August, most people usually hate this month… Because on August most schools and many institutions are just getting started, well when holiday is over, people hate it. And also, August in my country is kinda hot, I mean, the weather, August is regularly a peak of the dry season. Even so, this year’s dry season is not as bad as usually, or maybe it will getting bad later in the middle of August or something.
But I still love August anyway… Which I just realized now after writing it, I have no idea at all why I love it.
Still I hope this August will bring something good for me, for everyone. 2013 is kinda rough to me so far, so I really wish the rough trace will vanished and everything going to be simply better. Having a preferable life for my 23rd birthday present will be more than enough, I’m not complaining here but hoping for something is not a crime anyway.

So… Have a great August everyone! :)


31 Jul

Oh My God, I’m so hyper now… Feel like I’ve been not blogging for ages, totally failed finding some spree time in the middle of so many tasks to do. But finally it’s over, oh yeah-oh yeah-oh yeah!

Just finished my remedial exams today, after finished my final exams couple weeks ago which is the sum-mark isn’t come up really good so I need to take more classes so I can actually reach — with a very close call — a better mark, and escape from a total fail this semester.
Oh don’t get me wrong, it’s not because I’m stupid or what but I really lack in motivation, classic, and that classic thing almost fail me again.
So that whats makes me very busy this past month. I have no time to be on social media, even more so in blog… I barely have time to talk and hang-out with the girls and my friends, everyday was only consisted of college to home to paper to college to home to exam to the lecturers to home and so on… Really stressed me out.

And by the way, I now remember that I even didn’t said anything about fasting month. Now I finally remember after the fasting month is only a week left… and Lebaran is coming soon!
I’m going home for Lebaran of course, already booked the train ticket for this Saturday. God, how I miss home so much… Especially miss Mom and my Bro, also want to meet Dad very bad. :(

I guess I’m going to see you again tomorrow in writing… Wish me a happy holiday then!